For nearly twenty years, I clung to a love shaped more by pride and pain than peace. This is the story of how I finally let go not just of a person, but of my own silence. It’s about healing, humbling, glitter, grandmas, and the power of loving out loud. 💫

A raw, humorous, and heartfelt reflection on life with bipolar disorder its highs, lows, passion, and the misunderstood beauty of living with a wild mind. From creative highs to crashing lows, this post explores love, mental illness, and self-discovery.

🔮 Tarot Taps for Saturday, July 19, 2025 “When your soul finally answers the call it’s been ignoring.” Let’s break it down, card by card...

Here’s your ✨ Tarot Taps for Friday, July 18, 2025 ✨ with a sparkle of banquet glam and a sprinkle of cosmic truth! 💃🌙👠 🎴 Quick Note:...

💥 Present Queen of Swords 👑⚔️🧠🧊 You're: Clear. Focused. Done with the BS. You're using that sharp mind and even sharper tongue....

For Iris, With the Whales 🖤🐋 She swims now with the sacred orca free, eternal, and deeply loved. The sea holds her story.” 🖤 ~ Messy...

Letting go isn’t easy when you’ve been someone’s whole safety net since birth. My daughter Marisa had me wrapped around her little finger literally from 18 months old. But now she’s 19, talking about moving out, handling banks, and living life. And I’m out here practicing the hardest thing a mama can do… stepping back, just enough to let her fly. 🕊️💔💪

🌞 Tarot Taps for Wednesday, July 16, 2025 🌞 ☀️🧠🫗🛑🌼🫶🏽🥂🌈🎨✨🌙🔥🎭💃🏽 Theme: Reclaiming Joy, Redefining Victory, and Returning to...

💥 Present Moment Ace of Wands 🔥 You're on fire, babe! This card screams new beginnings, creative urges, and a burst of inspiration....

🌪️💔✨ Torn Between Truth & Tides ✨💔🌪️ A story of clarity, chaos, and choosing your peace... finally. 🧠💔⚖️💫 🔮 Tarot Spread...

Present (Queen of Wands) A fiery, magnetic energy surrounds you now. You’re confident and bold and are ready to take charge of all the...

Fantasies fade. They always do. The shine dulls, the faults surface, and you're left with the real. The bitter. The breathless. The broken. But I am not your fear. I am not the mistake you rehearse when you're looking for someone to blame. I am the one who chose to change.

The danger doesn’t always come crashing through the front door. Sometimes, it slips quietly through a gaming headset, or hides behind a smiling profile picture. This week, I was reminded that when the world gets too loud or too quiet it’s time to reEVALUATE. The safety of our family depends on it.

There is power in being loved for who you really are raw, messy, vulnerable, intense. But even deeper power lives in learning when to walk away from the monsters wearing masks, the distractions disguised as pleasures, and the lies you believed about yourself. This is my journey through temptation, connection, sabotage, and soulful reconnection with my truth, with God, and with the person who stands beside me through every storm.

✨ “What seems like chaos is often just a sacred reordering.” 💫 Present: Ten of Pentacles Security, legacy, family wealth you're either...

I used to think revenge made me stronger. That hurting someone back meant I had the upper hand. But what I was really doing was handing over my peace, piece by piece. This is my truth: Healing isn’t weakness. Forgiveness isn’t failure. And believing in myself again? That’s where the real freedom begins.

Sometimes we disappear. Life pulls us under, pain clouds our voice, and we forget how to sing. But then something stirs, a memory surfaces, or a truth rises and suddenly, we start humming again. Not the same tune, but a braver one. A freer one. This is mine.

I thought I had it all health, purpose, a job I loved, and a boss who felt like a dream. But when life hit hard and everything started to unravel, I had to ask myself: Where is my faith when I feel forgotten? Here’s the honest journey of how I lost my footing… and how God carried me right into the next chapter.

Expression isn’t always pretty. It’s messy, emotional, raw, and beautifully unpredictable. It’s not about being understood sometimes, it’s just about setting something free. 🕊️ And in that release, even if no one gets it… I do. And that’s enough.

This season is about love, gratitude, and kindness but Sprint gave me anything but that today. After years of loyalty, I realized how easy it is for big corporations to forget the value of real relationships. Here’s my truth: I’m done paying for poor treatment, and I’m not afraid to speak up for me, for us, for the little things that actually matter. 🙌💔📣